SA,
This post is about a strange night i had today as i woke up like i'm in different world and sensation, Well today i went to run with Usman for like 30 min and after i returned i checked the news on Google Reader and i was so tired, i tried to resist by i couldn't and fall asleep, i had a long dream it was like a flash back to all my life , and it was REALLY Long , whats strange , i was just having like 20-30 minutes in every period of my life like , primary school, preparatory school , secondary school and the faculty
i was revisiting each period and interacting with my colleagues and other people but with today's mentality, wow it is sooo strange, like uh .. if I'm with this mentality and those people things could have changed, decisions have been altered,friends might be different ...
there is many happy ,fighting and sad incidents that makes me confused, is this a dream ? or nightmare ? and why today ? whats the relation
I'm sure these stuff is related to some incidents that happens in my daily life now, but things seems normal. i go to my boring work,getting back,surfing the internet or doing any other activity like cleaning,eating,sleeping,gaming and chilling ....
i really have to analyze more to figure it out
and what's funny is that i woke up like 5am in the morning and found that i got a recommendation for a song to listen on last.fm profile from a friend there that i was looking for it for soooooooo long time because i wasn't aware of the song title or the artist , i just listened to it when i was child and enjoyed it very much , song is "Rick Astley - Never Gonna Give You Up"
and this one too "Rick Astley - Together Forever"
The point is .. why today ? .. i love 80s and i have been missing this era so much .. but there is something happening today that i can't figure out .. may be the upcoming days will reveal more
Till the next post, Leave you in peace
hey buddy,
ReplyDeletewhat you're feeling is normal, considering that you are relatively alone now, i guess that's what you need to cope with,
you are having more time to think now, and every single incident has a big impact on you, if you had this one before, you would simply ignore
mu advice is to get busy, don't stay home, try to find activities to do, even by utilizing your extra time for learning something you wanted to have before but couldn't had because of the time. I know that this is very hard, considering the place, mode, and money you will need for such change.
anyway, whatever you're having now, please look at the bright side of things.